TWO houses were lost and firefighters battled to save others last night as Victoria sweltered through one of its hottest New Year's eves.More than 275 firefighters fought huge out-of-control bushfires at Stawell, Glenhope and between Bonnie Doon and Maindample.
Scrub fires burned at Monkey Creek, near Stradbroke, and Avenel, and there was an open-cut mine fire at Morwell.
Many residents evacuated their properties ahead of the major fires.
In Stawell, two properties had been destroyed by the early evening, with others severely threatened.
By 7.30pm the fire had spread to Illawarra Forest.
"It's very scary out there," a CFA spokesman said.
For the first time this summer, the CFA's Skycrane water bomber, known as was called into action.
About 125 firefighters, 20 trucks and three aircraft were battling to save homes in Stawell, where the fire was burning across 800ha on a 3km front east of Lake Lonsdale.
At Glenhope, 22km northwest of Lancefield in central Victoria, 30 fire trucks, 150 firefighters and two aircraft brought the blaze under control about 6.30pm.
About 120 firefighters, 15 trucks and two aircraft were fighting the Bonnie Doon fire, which was travelling in a southerly direction and could threaten residents and campers at Geelong Hill and Neely Point.
The fires were fuelled by southeast winds and soaring temperatures.
Once the fires were raging, the CFA called on families to stay inside their homes.
The fires began in the late afternoon and the causes were not known last night.
In Melbourne, the temperature hit 42.9C (109F) at 5.19pm – the hottest New Year's Eve for more than a century.
Walpeup, Horsham and Hopetoun in Victoria's northwest recorded the state's highest official temperature – 46C.
"It's certainly the hottest December since 1855, when records first began," senior weather forecaster Ward Rooney said.
Walpeup general store owner Kerry Norris said: "It is shocking, absolutely unreal – it's the hottest I've been in."
One Walpeup resident measured the temperature at 48C under her back veranda.
At Ouyen, where locals measured temperatures to 47C, travellers and campers sought refuge at the pub.
Mildura publican Murray Mammoney said revellers had packed the hotel early in the afternoon, seeking airconditioned relief.
"It is so hot it is not funny," Mr Mammoney, who owns the Mildura Brewery Pub, said.
"It is too hot to have barbecues or do anything outside – so it is a big day for us."
An unusual pressure trough formed a moving micro-climate over Melbourne.
This lifted lifted temperatures above 40C in northern suburbs, while keeping southern suburbs up to 10C cooler.
By late morning, the weather bureau had revised its forecast to 33C for the city, but by 4pm temperatures rocketed towards 43C.
Weather forecasters predicted a late morning cool change today.
the temp for Melbourne today is 33C i have seen a couple of bad bushfires i passed through the adeliade hills after ash wednesday in 83 when 76 people lost there live's in south australia and victoria i rem that year because it was the first major bushfires since i had arrived in aus the nearest one to us was about 30 kms away so we were never in danger . then in 94 i was going through New South Wales while they were having their big fires we had to get off the train and go by bus it was an awsome display of power from mother nature .Some fires actually get lit by people how could someone get a buzz from all that destrustion is beyond me . so i hope they get a cool change in vic to help the c.f.a who are all volenteers who do such a great job.

Liverpool 1-0 West Brom
A good win to end the year ,Harry Kewell seems to be finding form as do the rest of the team . and on another note it looks like cisse is happy to stay at Liverpool so the manager can show what kind of team we have by keeping him there .
crouch must be so happy another goal every aspect of the team just seems to be slotting together now .monday liverpool play bolton so another win there and it keeps us in pace as we are two games behind so if we can win them (as we expect to these days) it means we would be 8 points behind chelsea.

Was talking to mum tonight and things dont change much back home .My neice has gone driving because its to hot so she went up to the grampians,Which is about 5 hours from Melbourne ( well the way i drive it is) i thought she might call into my cousins who live up that way but the are moving to werribee .Thats funny the moved that far away to get away from all the family especially his mum, Now they are moving to Werribee because their sons are there now first Gramah came and then Ben followed by Sam then finally the youngest boy Timmy only child left was the youngest and she would nt have moved she like's being near her mum.
My sister has got a blue tounge out in the back yard the dogs are trying to get it and if the kids see it so will they .And there has been 5 snake bites in melbourne this summer, One where i used to walk my dog. There was one day when wags(dog) was off her lead and running ahead and i saw this snake jump up a hill and wags chased it lucky the snake had an escape route.The girl who got bite there told her friends mum who did nt belive her and her own father thought she was being a drama queen .lucky rabies does nt excist in aus otherwise she would be foaming at the mouth and she would probably get sent to bed .I asked for a jar of vegimite to be sent over you can get it here but only small jars and they cost near 5 bucks .

Its nearly new years day then after that I have 18 more here unless I get the extension .
All I seem to do is wait for answers about my life wait for court descion wait for police complaints wait for immigration. i cant wait until the day i don't have to wait any more .
That will be the day that life begins and me and my family can just relax i can get a job .boy i miss working i ve worked all my life except when i wanted to travel mind you sometimes then i got a job here and there just for money .
life has got to start soon so i can live it no more waiting on goverment now that will be a day to enjoy.ok enjoy your new year and happy hogmany to the scots.

Australia clinch second Test win
Second Test, Melbourne, day five: Australia 355 & 321-7d beat South Africa 311 & 181 by 184 runs
The only bad thing about this is i was nt there to watch it .I like to watch the south africians play years ago kepper wessels played for aus during the sporting boycott of south africia.
but they have always been a powerhouse cricket nation so its good to see how the aussies do against them.

Liverpool v West Brom
Will west brom be the tenth scalp for the reds before new year only time will tell but on current form we should do good.
Liverpool have only dropped 3 from a possible 33 points since mid oct and have only conceded one goal in 13 and a half hours of football.

Reds to gain Kromkamp for Josemi
Dutch international Jan Kromkamp is set to join Liverpool from Villarreal in an exchange deal which will see right-back Josemi move in the opposite direction.
The 25-year-old Dutchman, who can play in midfield or defence, will tie up the deal if he agrees personal terms.
so it will be sad to see josemi go hope he has a good future at Villareal.and it will be good to see how the dutchman fits in with the reds .good to see we have a orangeman playing for us now.

The dark clouds descended over Christmas and im having a hard time lifting them.
The thing that bothers me the most is that I feel guilty because I have saoirse,I feel like i am wasting a gift of GOD and that scares me i know I don't show it on the outside I play with her and enjoy every minute of her time.I look at her and feel like crying because at this age of course she will love me .What happens when she gets older and starts to see me getting shitty or depressed will she be ashamed of me see I should nt be thinking like this .
But because of my trials and tribulations through life .
I feel like i have to watch everything i think and feel if i show any signs of doubt will i be punished again.
But then again was i punished in the first place after all i had done nothing to get what happened to me yet i got it. So was it a punishment of what i was supposed to endure and come out the other side.
Because i came out fucked,Dont get me wrong i ve got some great gifts out of life but now especially at this time i just feel i cant even put it into words.
I know this i enjoy every day i get with saoirse and am scared that i will have to part with her soon because of immigration.
That is driving me crazy i ve got to go to airport soon and i have this thought that they will grab me while im there and say time to go and stay out .
i had a strange dream last night i think i was at an airport and next thing im getting stripped and having blood tests it was like getting put into jail but they never said anything and all i could think(in the dream) was that the last time i see my daughter.And my counceller said im not crazy lol.

LIVERPOOL 3-1 EVERTON
The local derby has passed again this time with another good win to the boys in red.
Crouch,Gerrard,Cisse scored for Liverpool two players were sent off from everton after the goals were already scored.
Bernitiz said after the match that he wants cisse to stay and hopefully he will and that will give us the team we have been waiting for .
I dont know what happened but the change over the last couple months has been great myself like other Liverpool fans are expecting goals in every game now and even though we conceded a goal today thats fine .
Makes us work that bit harder this should be a great year.

Lets talk about the christmas break.
I dont know how your's went but mine was good in parts and horrible in others .
i ended up getting a bit of smoke and to my suprise i hated it i actually gave it away in the end.
What got me was the parnioria i love it usually it makes you think about stuff facing your demons. mine were bad ones i got homesick for Australia while i love it over here .
I know i can do more over there i can get a job just like that and just do it .Maybe its because its summer over there at this moment.
What suprised me was that i thought that my daughter would be better off without me in her life.Then i started thinking is it that or is that i dont want to feel pain and as i heard the other night "once you have children you have a part of your heart walking around on the out side" i'm not sure who wrote that but it is so true.
Sometimes i look at my daughter and cry just looking at her does that to me it not bad tears its sad tears in case i let her down in life .
I also felt like it was so hard to go on with life not that i wanted to kill myself thats for cowards to do ill face every day im given sometimes it will be so hard that i wish i could just sleep the clock around ,then other days i just dont want the day to end.
This was a hard christmas for me i felt so sad inside but could nt show anyone .Emma loves christmas and i did nt want to ruin it for her.I have told Emma my best christmas was the one i spent by myself in my room just hiding from the world,But you know what even though i was sad this christmas i have to say it ranks in my top 2 .so i hope everyone had a merry christmas out there ,cause i did in my own strange way and put a couple of demons to rest so thanks to the lord for the strength to do that and may God have a good life planned out for you.

THE CHRISTMAS TIME IS OVER.
well spent chrissy day at Emma's mums.Liam went to his dads and went to his grandparents house in Red deer ,he had a good time.
Taylor and saoirse had a good day to saoirse took her time opening her presants.Where as Taylor is a pro at it by now.
spent night at emmas mums and when i got up turned the telly on and what a suprise Liverpool v Newcastle missed 30 odd mins and a goal but we soon scored again so the end result was a 2 nil win to us and we are in third place with 2 games in hand (because of world club championsihp).
Seems we are trailing a player from coasta rica ,Christian Bolanos a right winger starts his trial in january .Good luck to him

WHAT CAN BE DONE TO STOP THIS
Japan plans to take more than 900 minke whales and 10 fin whales this year for what it claims are scientific purposes. Greenpeace believes it is a commercial hunt. The opposition today urged the Australian government to take much tougher action to stop the kill.
The anti-whaling campaigners found the fleet yesterday morning about 160km off the coast of Antarctica, more than 2000km south of Australia.
Senator Campbell said there was no science involved in Japan's whaling activities.
"They are doing this under the scientific clause of the whaling convention," he said.
"(But) there is no science involved in slaughtering animals, seeing them drown in their own blood, dragging them onto a vessel and slicing them up into pieces and sending them back to Japan."
He again urged the Greenpeace activists to be "productive and positive" and to respect the laws of the ocean.
Green peace do some great work out in the open oceans, But its up to us to support there actions write to your m.ps or senators or goverment and stop japan flouting the law in the name of science.

Sinn Fein wants the bill scrapped after saying that allowing anyone involved in Troubles-related crime to avoid prison was not what they had agreed.
I want this bill scrapped to as does every law abiding person on the island of Ireland, North AND South.
Now we get to see how the blair goverment appeases s/f ? Because unionists and sdlp have wanted it scrapped from the start.
Blair has refused so if he about face's it will prove that he will bend over backwards for s/f and Gerry Adams.
Mr adams even said stormountgate was'nt Blairs fault now that should sound alarm bells, what's that old saying "dammed if you do and dammed if you dont ."
Thats the postion Blair has got himself into over the offensive bill.

THIS HAS TO BE THE QUOTE OF THE YEAR?
I was watching George Bush and another on of his speechs about iraq.(you know 'the war on terror')
And he came out with this "the iraqi people dont have to worry about saddam and his torture or his secret prisions anymore"
When i heard that i wondered how he could say it with a stright face no the don't
"ITS THE REST OF THE FREE WORLD HAS TO WORRY ABOUT BUSH AND HIS SECRET PRISIONS AND TORTURE"

A member of the notorious Shankill Butchers murder gang was banned from driving yesterday and fined over £1,000 for motoring offences. Edward McIlwaine, 52, from Woodvale Avenue, Belfast, did not appear at the Magistrates Court to answer six summonses after he was apprehended last October.
Resident Magistrate Peter Murphy said he had before him a doctor's certificate stating that McIlwaine was suffering from depression. McIlwaine, a former soldier, was jailed for 15 years in 1979 on charges of kidnapping, assault and possessing weapons with intent.
McIlwaine was fined £500 on each of two summonses for driving without insurance or a driving licence and was disqualified for six months. He was fined a further £150 for not having a vehicle test certificate.
i read the book on these men and they claimed that they did there deeds in the name of ulster men and women under the guise of the uda .Their leader murphy was just a physo and they even came to holywood to drink if anyone gets the chance to read the book "the shankill butchers " it is worth reading .

COMMUTERS who give away their train, tram and bus tickets to other passengers face $524 fines under harsh new laws.The crackdown is aimed at kind-hearted commuters who hand their used – but still valid – tickets to strangers because they no longer need them.
Ticket inspectors will pounce on commuters giving away tickets under the State Government's tough new anti-fare-evasion regime.
Cant be a good samaritian these days under new laws introduced in melbourne .I gave my ticket away a couple of time s and when i get back there will still do it it means that it will be another fine that wont get paid .

No class britney spears has done it again she is suing a us magizine after they said that her and hubby vidoed themselfs having sex.
The complaint added that Spears had warned the magazine to print a retraction and apology and sued only after it refused.
The singer of the 1999 hit song and video Baby One More Time demanded $US10 million in damages for libel, and $US10 million more for misusing her image as an entertainment star for profit without authorisation.

I can understand the 10 million for libel but 10 million for misusing her image now thats going overboard she is in the public eye so her image is fairgame.

THE STORMOUNTGATE SEEMS TO KEEP GROWING
this piece is out of the belfast telegraph.
There is a growing sense that people in the British system and Provisional movement are up to their necks in all of this stuff, and that the needs of the overwhelming number of people can be either sacrificed or jeopardised by these antics."
my opinion is that there was a spy ring the papers were found after all and it is now said there is a second agent .
donaldson never told his handlers about the files ,so did the other ageant?
so was the case dropped to protect donaldson the words fit "in the publics interest" not to proceed was that because he would have been exposed .
Was he sarificed to save face because now s/f look innocent even if they are nt.
Only time will tell on that,My question is if like many are saying it was mi5 who caused the fall of stormount will they be brought to justice as they have deprived the people of northern ireland their right to have there elected goverment.
Gerry Adams seems quite on this you think he would be baying for blood , the only ones who seem to be making noise are the dup and sdlp.mind you the sdlp have there own agenda in getting rid of adams.
Only a few days ago, Gerry Adams was happy to appear alongside Donaldson on the steps of Stormont, presenting him as a 'victim of securocrats' and trying to tell everyone to move on from the Stormontgate affair.
move on from it now you think gerry would be seething as his party were powersharing and then boom nothing .I CANT BE SURE BUT THERES MORE TO THIS STORY.

Went for our daily walk today to see the flamigo's it was nt to cold only minus 16.
Got to mall got all the winter gear off and walked to see the birds and they were nt there someone had smashed the glass last night and they must have moved them dont know when they will be back.
We still had a good time saoirse walks a lot more now than she used to its actually hard to get her back in the pram . We called into london drugs got some choc and a paper i gave saoirse a flake to hold as we waited in the line it was long which is unsual for early on a monday i got talking to a woman about how back in our day everything closed christmas eve and did nt open to day after boxing day so if you ran out to bad. I was nt paying attention to saoirse she was in my arm quite then i looked and she had chewed the paper off the flake and her face was covered with chocolate i took it off her and she screamed people looked but its my daughter and i make the choice's it had to be paid first and it was a mess.Its funny i walk her every day and get some look's sometimes as if to say why you got a child out in the cold .I was walking back last week when a man said to me you walk every day and he then said its funny north americians think we are weird because we take our children out to sleep during the winter .he said they need to climitize to the cold as it builds them up and i agree with him well i would nt sleep out with saoirse but if she's rugged up she can get used to the cold weather after all she live's in canada and the schools only keep the kids indoors if the temp drops to minus 20 with windchill . back home we would be sent home that cold .

Change the channel”- Brig. Gen. Mark Kimmitt's advice to Iraqis who see TV images of innocent civilians killed by coalition troops.
27,446 deaths and thats just the civilians .

It's been nearly a week since i got the good news about the verdict im going before the panel.
In that time i have faced them at least 50 time's going over my case in my mind.I dont want it to go wrong i really belive if i get before them i cant lose .But we know in real life it does nt work that way.
I have been told they will try and dig up everything about me but thats ok because everything i have done comes from the abuse, so all im waiting for now is the date .
Still no word from the opi i rang on friday but no reply as yet i was once told if the police goes ahead the other stops untill the police finish now which one should i do first with the medical board i have more chance as the onus is on him to disprove where as with the police the onus is on me to prove and with out witness's yes they want a witness which does nt make sence as we all now child abusers dont have witness otherwise they would get caught .
If i go the medical board it will go public quicker and maybe someone might come foward to back my claims .How i dont want anyone else to be going through this but at least they would belive me quicker.
I also worry that i am the only one and that will make me feel like i was very gullible even though everyone says it was nt my fault .i think its a man thing pride people look at me now and it's like they think look at the size of him how could someone take advantage of him .what i need at the hearing is a blown up picture of myself at 15 to show them i was a kid even though i actually thought i was an adult as i had been on my own most of my life.

Benitez praises Reds despite loss

Sao Paulo 1-0 Liverpool
Liverpool manager Rafael Benitez could not fault his side's display in their 1-0 Club World Championship final defeat by Sao Paulo.
Benitez said: "We did everything we could to win the game. We had 21 shots and 17 corners, hit the bar twice and had three goals disallowed.
"I have tried to show respect for Sao Paulo because they are a good team - but we deserved to win.
"You do not normally see a team from Brazil defending like they did."
"We controlled the game," he added. "I am not happy with a lot of things from the game but I am very happy with my players.
"This was a very important competition but we need to focus elsewhere now."
seems like i missed a great game was nt on t.v here but three goals dissallowed now thats harsh ah well time for champions leauge.

ok emma tagged me to write 5 weird habits i find about myself.
and to be truthfull there is none maybe habits that others think weird.
1/when i eat certain chocolate i eat it in the same manner ie:kit kats broke in 2 dipped in tea and choc sucked off yum
2/ got to have a paper before i go to the bathroom alway been like that cant read a book it takes away the enjoyment.
3/always picking at scabs if see one it has to go .
4/if watching liverpool play cant think negitive or i think they wont win because i ve lost confidence in them(thats weird)
5/toast has to be warm i dont like it to go cold on me otherwise cant enjoy it.
i m supposed to tag 5 people but since everybody i read are already tagged the next 5 who read this and are nt tagged well your it.

well he finally admits something.
Bush admits he authorised spying

Radio address President George W Bush has admitted he authorised secret monitoring of communications within the United States in the wake of the 2001 terror attacks.
The monitoring was of "people with known links to al-Qaeda and related terrorist organisations", he said.
He said the programme was reviewed every 45 days, and he made clear he did not plan to halt the eavesdropping.
He also rebuked senators who blocked the renewal of his major anti-terror law, the Patriot Act, on Friday.
By preventing the extension of the act, due to expire on 31 December, they had, he said, acted irresponsibly and were endangering the lives of US citizens.
The president, who was visibly angry, also suggested that a New York Times report which had revealed the monitoring on Friday had been irresponsible.
America's enemies had "learned information they should not have", he said in his weekly radio address, which was delivered live from the White House after a pre-recorded version was scrapped.
'Big Brother'
Senators from both Mr Bush's Republican party and the opposition Democrats expressed concerns about the monitoring programme on Friday.
Senator Arlen Specter, the Republican chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee , said there was no doubt it was "inappropriate", adding that Senate hearings would be held early next year as "a very, very high priority".
"This is Big Brother run amok," was the reaction of Democratic Senator Edward Kennedy.
Senator Russell Feingold, another Democrat, called it a "shocking revelation" that "ought to send a chill down the spine of every senator and every American".
But in his address on Saturday, Mr Bush said the programme was "critical to saving American lives".
The president said some of the 11 September hijackers inside the US had communicated with associates outside before the attacks - but the US had not known that until it was too late.
"The American people expect me to do everything in my power, under our laws and Constitution, to protect them and our civil liberties," he said.
Monitoring was, he said, a "vital tool in our war against the terrorists".
He said Congressional leaders had been briefed on the programme, which he has already renewed more than 30 times.
'Illegal leak'
Mr Bush harshly criticised the leak that had made the programme public.
"Revealing classified information is illegal. It alerts our enemies," he said.
The New York Times reported on Friday that Mr Bush had signed a secret presidential order following the attacks on 11 September 2001, allowing the National Security Agency to track the international telephone calls and e-mails of hundreds of people without referral to the courts.
Previously, surveillance on American soil was generally limited to foreign embassies.
American law usually requires a secret court, known as a Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Court, to give permission before intelligence officers can conduct surveillance on US soil.
i said in an earlier post about the us army having spied on u.s citizens after 9/11 now bush has admitted he gave the go ahead to break the law now something must be done to to him .
clinton only came on a dress and was nearly inpeached so what will happen to bush be intersting to see.

well the glens could nt score a goal but linfield managed 8 against larne to go further ahead in the title chase.Linfield have now scored 94 yes 94 goals in 24 domestic leauge and cupmatchs this season great effort .

Human Rights Watchdog - Law Unacceptable
It seems that the on the run bill incompatible with international human rights and the nihrc could not accept it.some of the things that are unacceptable
preventing effective investigations of human rights abuses
* denying "the position and rights of victims in the process"
* impeding the right to fair trial, and
* undermining the independence of the criminal justice system.
now thats been said chuck it where it belongs and if these men want to return let them face trial and justice.

Portadown v Glentoran its time to start winning again after 2 lose's in a row for the glens cant let linfield get to far ahead.
meanwhile liverpool dont play to sunday against sao paulo in japan and sad news for rafeal benitez his father died earlier this week yet he choose to stay with liverpool. now in my eyes that is a great sarifice and im sure all liverpool supporters will agree.

24 HOURS LATER
And im out of it im so tired have been all day saoirse woke at 4 i went to bed around 12 and was awake at 2 30 when saoirse first stirred.
i stayed up with her untill 7 then got emma .but at least i got to see the liverpool score even though i could only see writing on the comp .i got up at 11 and it was quite emma and saoirse were gone shopping .they came home soon after and saoirse was sleeping .
liam came home the taylor and ashley they had lunch and about 2 liam and i went to see king kong it was good except some parts were far fetched no not a twentfive foot gorralia.but miss watts juggling and kong laughing hmmm. but i did enjoy it. i remember watching it at a house in oakly ave as a kid they had a movie night and all the kids from the estate went it was only 20p and they also sold crisps . i rem i got off with their daughter only kissed her never seen her after that so it was a one nite stand .
i am waiting for opi s report now then that s me but i dont feel the joy i had expected i suppose im nervous now because i have to get on the stand and say what i did with the dr not that im embarresed anymore just hate going before people speaking at the best of time's but this time ill have 12 panel members laywers who will cross examine me and members of the press . i wonder if it will cause a stir at least they cant show my face or print my name as i was a child at the time.But i think many will be upset by reading that a dr abused a boy might make them wonder .

Former IRA inmates in job discrimination row
ex prisioner s john mcconkey and jarvis marks are claiming wait for politicial discrimination against the simon community,The men said it was because of their republician symphies.
the charity said it was because of their serious criminal histories .
Dawne Anderson, former director of projects for the Simon Community, was giving evidence at a hearing in Belfast yesterday.
Yesterday, Karen Quinliven, counsel for the applicants, put it to Ms Anderson that she said she had not given Mr McConkey the job because of concerns he might seek to influence vulnerable residents that the use of violence for political ends was acceptable.
Ms Anderson replied "yes". She added that her decision was based on the serious nature of the applicant's convictions.
The witness was asked if she accepted that there were republicans who did not support violence.
Ms Anderson answered that she had had a 'black and white' record of an individual who had a violent record.
Ms Quinliven suggested that at no stage had the charity claimed that Mr McConkey posed a direct threat of physical risk to the residents, apart from the concern that paramilitaries might try to gain access to the hostel.
Mr McConkey was sentenced to life for murder after a supergrass trial in 1983. He lost an appeal in 1986 and was later released by the Life Sentence Review Commission.
Mr Marks was convicted of conspiracy to murder and explosives offences. He was released in 1998.
now this should nt have even made it this far in my eyes these men did crimes like many from around the world yet every where else buisness have the right not to hire someone because of their criminal history yet these two think they have a right to be treated different.than every other crim in the world i dont think so.

Deportivo Saprissa 0-3 Liverpool
Crouch gets two goals in the semi final and gerrard the other.
Crouch actully used his feet to score which make's for better play from liverpool .For some reason the never used the air approch maybe they have worked out the score more passing low.Anyway its the final sunday against sao paulo so here hoping third time lucky and we keep another clean sheet.

missing joggers body found on big bird's estate
the body of a woman who dissapeared while jogging was found yesterday.
Judith nilians body was found on property owned by the performer who plays big bird and oscar the grouch on the t.v show sesame street,a town offical said.
judith nilian 44 body was found in a storage building by state police tracking dogs,volunteers and a helicoptor during a search for her. police said her death was a homicide.
first select woman delpha mae very cautioned against drawing conclusions saying the prpoerty owned by caroll spinney is a very large tract of remote wooded land.
A message seeking comment was left at spinneys home.
spinney has been big bird since 1969 .
now this will be worth following i like big bird.

Good news its going to the medical board i will get my day after all .
but with good news comes bad news and that is i have to go to Australia to face the board. Now that's a dilemma i'll mis time over here i was supposed to stay a year and become defacto and then hopefully get residency.Now it's going to be up in the air ,And does saoirse come with me fuck i dont want to take her away from her mum and brother and sister even though it will only be a few weeks(and it will mean they have to let me back in )but ive grown so close to her just the thought of leaving her behind is already tearing my heart (i know never happy is nt that called depression)Once this case is over my life begins because nothing holds me back after that.im still waiting to hear from o.p.i(office police interigty)but to me thats ok now because this is the case i want to go ahead at least i can stop him praticing after it if i win.And it must be in my favor as why would they decide to go ahead otherwise.on a down side they also told me that the dr might take it to supreme court to try and have the case stopped .But imok with that as it will be made public if he does and hopefully(i pray i was the only one but in case) someone else might come foward and then my case gets stronger . Its hard to belive that ill get my chance but as i have said all along it's easier to remember the truth. so here goes .

Its 4.34 in melbourne and the decision was handed in at 4 pm .
I'm sitting here waiting for a email ill give it untill 12.30 our time thats 5.30 melb time if i have' nt got it by then i wont be getting it untill tomorrow .
I'm not even sure i can sleep its been 8 months for this day to come and that might not seem like much but all i am finding out is if i can take the case foward ?
Will or wont i get the chance thats what seems to be annoying me the most as i ve said before in other posts people urge you to come foward and when i do this is how i'm treated .
Many women have had the same treatment as many children before me and it makes it harder for the trust to be there .I am told i dont have proof did they want a witness now when do child abusers let anyone witness them.
If i get my day in front of the panel im sure i can convince them it's easy for me all i have to do is tell the truth.
Where as the dr has to rem his lies he already denied rembering me even though my family had been his patients for many years in mornington even before i got there my aunt and he were friends he knew everything about her
so all i want is a chance to say my piece and then the rest is up to the board .

The glens move 5 points behind linfield after suffering there second defeat in a week the were beat 2-1 by ballymena united of all teams .
In other football news Liverpool will be playing DEPORTIVA SAPRISSA after they beat SYDNEY 1-0 in a game where sydney said their captain porras(DEPORTIVE'S) put on an act and got a sydney player sent of in the 80th minute .
Its a pity would love to see liverpool play sydney but then we get to play a costra rician team should be a good match.

WELL STANLEY TOOKIE WILLIAMS IS BEING JUDGED.
its up to god now to make the decision on tookie after he was excuted last night reports said that he was impatient with the time it took .
apparently it took 30 minutes for them to get set up with the needles .
Now 30 minutes waiting to die now that s cruel and unjust punishment.
as for myself i only have a few more hours to wait it's the 14th in aus and they will have a decision by the end of the day which is 11 p.m tonight our time so im on tenderhooks just waiting and wondering .
but if i win it's only the start as i will then have to go to supreme court

In 24 hour's ill have a decision, which will be good at least ill still be alive to see if i am entitled to justice unlike Stanley tookie Williams he has less than 4 hours left.
i am trying to think what that would be like sitting there thinking would you think about death or would you be wondering what the after life holds for you.
I once watched a movie about the Jewish people going to the death camps, I don't know if they knew they were but the way the Germans treated them they knew death could come at any moment.
I try and put myself in their situation sitting on those trains where would my thoughts have lead me.
i hope i would be at peace with god and know that what ever was going to happen it was his will ,i know many say we have free will but i still think that god can influence us
I relish how brave these men and women must have been and just am glad that i never had to experience it .
So tomorrow ill have my answer and will act accordingly but it wont be my last choice like it has for so many that have gone before me,
well tookie if you see god i hope that you are innocent like you have said all along and he will forgive you of all your other misdoing's that you admitted to.

SAN FRANCISCO - Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger on Monday refused to spare the life of Stanley Tookie Williams, the founder of the murderous Crips gang who awaited execution after midnight in a case that set off a debate over the possibility of redemption on death row.
well its up to a last minute court case williams has maintained his innocence about the killings one of the witness against him is serving time in canada for murder he did while robbing somewhere. hope fully if there is justice in the u.s they will wait till all the evidence is looked at again many say why wait till now well you have to ask the lawyers for williams that but may god have mercy on him .

twelve hours to live.
Toolie williams has 12 hours untill his sentance is carried out .
Unless governor schwarzenegger gives him clemency,if he is likked it says that the governor does nt belive that people can change .
THE L.A DISTRICT attorneys office has said of williams "there can be no redemtion...and there should be no mercy."
that shows that the d.a does nt belive in the new testament as it says forgiveness.if tookie dies he will be judged by the almighty himself and he is the one person who can show redemtion and thats one judge that you cannot lie to.
so im hoping arnie see's the sence in this and does the right thing.

Two days to go and my stomach is churning i actually slept well last night but was tired all day i suppose that was depression.
just read a story in aussie paper about a scout master who was jailed for five years here's what one of his victims had to say.A 43-year-old victim, who can be known only as AD, said he felt "jubilation" when Potter's sentence was read out.
He said the impact of the assaults on both him and his family had been "horrendous", and he implored others who had been abused to come forward.
"If you have been abused by anybody, be it your schoolteacher, your scout leader, your music teacher, your football coach – tell somebody," he said.
"Know that you've done nothing wrong ... come forward and tell us so we can stop these same mongrels doing it again and again and again.
i did that but still getting abused by the system so hopefully on tuesday i'll have good news to report take care

Today saoirse finally worked out she can get in her toy box .
so out came the toys and in she went she played for age's in it she hardly asked me to read to her today,she's going to be like her mum and her sister a reader which is good don't want her to be like her da in that regard .
Saoirse got up about 7 this morning and came and watched the rest of liverpool's win with me saying who's that she is very inquisitive which i will encourge and also let her know its ok to question not just accept things she is told.
we went over to the mall after her nap i should have had one myself ,and boy was it jammed but it was a quick visit then back home and she was playing with her toys then she remembered the toy basket .
sometimes i feel bad that emma's working and i'm not as i get to experiance every moment but i'll tell you this it's not a easy job and when you relish that you cant get much done with a child behind your every step you relish not to bother and enjoy the time mind you wish they had the old style seasme street not this one to much elmo .

Liverpool 2-0 Middlesbrough, It took 72 minutes for morientes to score.
I watched the game and was saying after 60 to sub him as the attacking was ineffective but after crouch was substituted the play changed liverpool attacked enough up till then but the attempts were always headers and morientes was quite. after crouch was gone it was played in low and two goals came so its hard to say but maybe they should play that way and occasinally go in the air not every attempt at goal needs to be high.
We are second for a night its up to everton to beat utd to give us second so come on ye toffees mind you it will be short lived as liverpool fly to japan to compete in world club championship lets see if the can add to the 10 hours with out conciding a goal .

congrats to linfield the thrased us 3 nil ah well we cant have everything in life but boy are they kicking a lot of goals fergerson scored a hat trick for linfield over the glens

glentoran and linfield play tomorrow in the cis cup final and both are undeafeated in local matchs this season so it should be a great match
and heres hoping chris morgan pictured gets a couple of goals

Liverpool v Middlesbrough
our last match in the premiership untill boxing day . on thursday we play in the q/finals of world club championship and we could be playing sydney now that will be a good match.

Went and saw lion witch and the wardrobe tonight.
if you are thinking of seeing it do it was great it brought back memories of being in school and reading it .
the imiges were like the ones i had pictured in my mind and was nt dissapointed at all except now have to wait for the next one. on a side note be carefull when you come out you read what toilets you go into i told liam and taylor to wait there while i go to the toilet and walked in it looked funny all these men with long hair then i noticed no uranils so i relised oopps wrong toilet and walked out a couple of men were laughing and i said that was quick and went into the mens this time as i was there liam came in he was nearly rolling around on the floor he was laughing so much i said so you saw that he just laughed and as we came out taylor was laughing to now ill hear it for days if not weeks but what the hey it made them laugh .
and after all thats our job better than making them cry.

if you find yourself on this plane you are in for a rough ride .
It is supposed to be the cia's ghost plane it seems the screws are tighting on the u.s gov will they be subject to the law or shall they prove to be as bad as saddam? only time will tell .the world needs to hold the u.s goverment accountable for its actions against humanity .
otherwise who will ?

THURSDAY 5 more days and every day is getting harder and harder now the depression has set in and getting heavier.
I just think negitive dont know why but i dont expect any good to come out of it maybe i'm hoping if i think the worse maybe something good will come out of it .
The agencys have let me down before after all dr's taking compliants about dr's i feel that some thing's they dont want to come out it's bad enough that they have to hear case's about dr's assulting women patients.
But what happens when they break another vow and hurt younger patients you would think that it would offend them and they would do everything within their power to make sure that dr never has the oppitunity again.
Instead they throw it out on the sillist of reasons because i could nt remember the colour of his pubes ,i told the investagtor that he had no tan lines and she joked that maybe he sunbathed in the nude.
After that i should have guessed that i had no hope but thought i might but i was right hopefully i'm wrong this time .

A UNIONIST MEP HAS CALLED FOR INQUIRY INTO COLLUSION
jim nicholson a ulster unionist has called on the republic goverment for an inquiry between members of its police force and the ira.
MR Nicholson said "its only right and proper that the irish goverment conducts a public inquiry into allegations of suspected collusion between members of the garda siochana and the irish republician army in the planning and excution of terrorism ."
the irish goverment has commited itself to an inquiry into the double killing of ruc officers cheif superintendent harry breen and superintendent bob buchanan in 1989 after the returned north of the border from a metting with the gardai.
the inquiry was recommended by retired canadian judge peter corey ,who also secured seperate inquiries in northern ireland into the murders of solictors pat finucane and rosemary nelson,catholic father of two robert hamill and loyalist prisioner billy wright.
Mr nicholson however pressed for a wider inquiry saying over the years there has been several serious allegations about collusion between the ira and and members of the garda
i have heard stories myself and thought that they were rumours but the stories i heard were when i was younger like the garda letting the ira pratice and train without question these charges are more serious and a full inquiry should be started now.

It's getting closer to d.day and im getting more on edge i just want to explode run away so i don't affect anyone. I'm holding it together well its not that I want to hurt anyone only person I want to hurt is myself .See I'm so used to handling things my way and my way is the highway.
So to be in one place is like being a caged animial i cant sleep at nights an hour here and an hour there waking up and just thinking nothing it's strange to think about nothing ,i'm actually afraid to get my hope's up i just think with my luck .
i actually have good luck in a lot of things but in the way im treated by authorities i have the worst luck maybe i'm supposed to fend for myself that way
i actually dont think im asking for much i just want justice ?

ever wanted to torture like the cia well here are six easy lessons

SIX WAYS TO 'BREAK' SUSPECTS
The Attention Grab: The prisoner is shaken forcefully by the interrogator. The Attention Slap: Open-handed slap to cause pain and trigger fear.
The Belly Slap: A hard slap on the stomach to cause pain but not internal injury. Doctors have advised against punches.
Long Time Standing: Prisoners are forced to stand, handcuffed and with their feet shackled for more than 40 hours.
The Cold Cell: The prisoner is left to stand naked in a cell kept near 10C and doused with cold water.
Waterboarding: The detainee is strapped down, dunked under water and made to believe he might be drowned. CIA agents last about 14 seconds.
It's funny conny rice signed a deal with romania yesterday for u.s base's a day later Romania is named as one off the country's with a black prision .
It seem's that if you do a deal you get your rewards as a base will bring money into Romania .
And of course having the u.s as a friend makes for better buisness deals unless your a canadian ,

its one week to go and i get my decision boy this week is killing me hopefully it goes quick.

liverpool top the group after a draw with chelsea .
the main talking point was the tackle on hamann by essien seems the german ref missed it alough hamann said he thought his leg was broken .
but at least we at top of our group and closing in on them in the premiership another cup who knows but no other british team has a better record and most of ours were done with british players and a couple irish . the worse thing about today was waiting to see if they would show the match so i never put the comp on . at 2 i turned over to watch and curling was on it was going into overtime now who watchs that sport anyway might as well watch lawnbowls so waiting 40 mins later it finishs and who do they put on rangers i like rangers but come on .ah well at least i can watch again on sat go the reds

COULD THIS BE BUSH IN A COUPLE OF YEARS?
I was watching the news about saddams trial and it said that his secuirty forces had raped and tortured a girl .
now does nt that sound the same as what the u.s are doing to prisioners so what is the differance between them and saddam more power thats all will anyone who get tortured by u.s personnel ever get justice and should bush accept the blame as he is the commander in chief.
probably not union carbiode ceos still have nt faced trial as the u.s refuse's to extradite them to face justice.

BENITEZ THE MAN BEHIND LIVERPOOL
HERES A BBC REPORT OF THE MAN WHO WILL HOPEFULLY LEAD LIVERPOOL TO THE PREMIERSHIP TITLE.
WORK ETHIC
"Rafa always believes in the strength of the team, that if you work hard you can be better than the richest teams in the world.
"He demonstrated that with Valencia, before he had arrived they had not won the Spanish league for over 30 years.
"Yet under him Valencia won two titles even though Real Madrid and Barcelona probably had the better players.
"He wants to give a personality to Liverpool. At Valencia, sometimes you thought the team moved in such harmony that they were being controlled by him on the touchline."
BUYING PLAYERS
"Perhaps Rafa is not so good at buying players.
"I was speaking with Rafa's agent before Liverpool played Real Betis in Spain back in September.
"He told me that Rafa is the best coach, but sometimes he is so intent on watching the game, that he doesn't watch the players.
"The agent said that his eyes were better at spotting players than Rafa's eyes.
"Rafa knows the Spanish market well and that is why he has mainly signed Spanish players.
"But he knows that the team needs English players - it is important for the club's personality. He likes to discover young players, who have a good level he can improve."
REAL MADRID
"I cannot imagine Rafa working with all the stars at Real Madrid, where Ronaldo goes to Brazil for a month to recover for a month from injury, or David Beckham travels to London for a publicity event.
"Rafa doesn't like this. He wants to control all the questions about the footballers. It would be a crash with Real Madrid."
WINNING THE PREMIERSHIP
"He believes he has to work harder than when he arrived at Valencia.
"He has been surprised by the large number of games you have to play in England. It's impossible to rest and recover players. Every game you have to play 100%.
"He likes to rotate his team and change the players. He was famous at Valencia for this. He liked to experiment with players. Every Sunday when Valencia played nobody knew who would be in the team.
"He knows it is going to be more difficult for Liverpool to win the Premiership than the Champions League. That's the prize he wants to be win, but it will be difficult because of Chelsea."
COACHING SPAIN
"Rafa would like to coach the Spanish national team in the future.
"But this is when he is older and more experienced. I can't see it happening in the next 10 years - he loves working every day with players.
"I can imagine him as Spain's coach, but he would clash with the club coaches because he would want to have lots of time with the players."
LIVERPOOL
"From the first day as Liverpool manager he has always spoken in English. He always want to improve and to demonstrate he can do anything. Most Spanish people would have used a translator for that first year.
"He likes England and the city of Liverpool. At Melwood he has everything and most importantly freedom.
"He thinks of it as a laboratory where he can do everything and anything. Training the players, buying and selling and organising the Academy.
"He is so crazy about football - he thinks about it 24 hours a day.
"He likes living in a country with a long tradition of the game, and to be with a great club like Liverpool.
"He has said he wants to be five years in Liverpool. He is happy, his wife is happy and his daughters are happy."

went over to emma's mums for dinner as her brother is over .mind you emma was nt there she worked to 7 ,so after dinner we tried to plat monaply but try and play that with a 1 year old walking over the board .
after emma turned up we decided to walk home and it was freezing i think minus 28 with windchill by time got home fingers were frozen boy i think i will get gloves .
got saoirse and kids inside saoirse is toasting lucky kid i go to put her pram in garage and as closing the garage door i have my fingers in the groove and fuck did it hurt being frozen and squassed not good.]
i go inside and you know how it is you want to curse and scream blue murder but saoirse was screaming as she had woken up so had to bite my tounge.they hurt all night not as much when they defrosted.
today we went to the mall with emma and spent 2 hours get saoirse rugged up i push her home and i tell you if you have nt felt minus 28 with a windchill then you have nt felt cold i was almost running home because i was pushing the pram could nt put hands in pockets so i will get gloves after christmas after all its getting warmer by weekend it should be up to naught or zero

THE U.S HOLDS GERMAN FOR 5 MONTHS,
the u.s has acknowledged that the c.i.a had imprisioned a german man for five months the washington post reported yesterday.
the u.s ambassador to germany told the german interior minister that the u.s would free khaled al-masri and asked the minister not to speak of the case ,according to several people with knowladge of the conversation who spoke to the newspaper.
al-masri a lebanese born german national ,says he was seized while on vacation in EUROPE last yearand then brought to a u.s prison in afghanistan where he was tortured and interrogated for suspected ties to the al quida terror group.
a german prosecutor is looking into al masria's cliams.
the posts sources ,who would only speak anonymously(who can blame them) said the united states wanted german officals to keep silent because of fears of exposing a covert u.s program to capture terrorism suspects abroad and transfer them to other countries.
the cia declined to comment as did the u.s embassy in germany and the german embassy in washington.
Now is nt that a sorry state of affairs thats going on how long must we be made to suffer at these hands they take people from forieng soil and torture them they are doing what they were trying to stop saddam doing so is any goverment going to stand up to these bullies or shall the u.s goverment do as they please .
if they want to protect the united states whynot put there troops on their borders and stop terrorists there instead of imprisioning innocent people how many case's dont we hear about .

following on about the memory its strange its not 100% clear yet theres something thats eating at me . the person im talking about once played a game of strip poker with me but we were interupted so that saved me but the woods and the farmers fields i rem but theres a hole in that memory and its hard to remember so did anything happen after that i dont know and hopefully in all truth dont ever find out then i can think it was nt so bad .

well closer to the deadline or d day as i call it .
my mind is working over time and i have got a memory back i knew about it sort of but had blanked most of it out and said nothing happened but today it came flooding back fuck i hate that its the worse thing sometimes i wish i never relised anything.
But i have and every memory i recall is kinda of good because it cant hold me back this one is one that i had hidden far away i have even told emma about it yet as today was the first time i recalled it.
and i woint say what it is because i am ashames i feel like i must have been so stupid when i was a kid to let this person do the things he did and then to go to australia and have it happen again now i think did i ask for it i know in truth i never but its hard to think that way when its was a repeating occerance or was i just in the wrong places.
I heard god only gives us what he thinks we can handle well i ve handled alot as i said before if i used drugs it would be so easy as id be numb and would nt have to recall anything live in a fantasy world where nothing gets in and can hurt but i ve got love to help me get over it and in time it will get me through it what does nt destroy us only makes us stronger.

GEORGE BEST LAID TO REST
myself and Emma were talking about it today as they showed it on football .
I said that it s amazing that a man who wasted his god given talents is still a sporting hero .
Emma replied but its a disease to which I replied its not a disease its a choice.
and I stand by that she said its an addiction well I've got a addictive nature I get hooked on drugs or drink I choose not to take them and its a hard battle I fight it every day it never leaves you but its a easy choice to give in a harder one not to but my family made the choice for me by that I mean .
I choose to stop and be with them it would be so easy to stayed stoned and forget my troubles live life in a blur and belief me I have done it before but anyone who says its a disease is wrong its a choice pure and simple we each must make our choices and stand by it my father choose drinking and gambling over family and we all suffered for it like Christmas I used to hate it especially as a kid before chrissy at school we would all talk what we wanted but I knew inside that I would NT get anything good .Then after Christmas you go back to school and hear everyone talking about what they got and I sat there quiet IM not the only one in Northern Ireland who would have went through that .I was talking to my sister when she was hear and she was the same she cant ever remember a present she got that stuck out in her mind I got soldiers the plastic ones and IM sure a couple other things but for the life of me I cant rem.to this day I still hate getting presents I cant say why I just feel uncomfortable but i still enjoy making it happy for the kids after all thats who its for .

phone booth attacked for making calls
seems my home town is in the news there was a explosion in a phone box in whinny hill it happened during the night .
Either someone is testing there new skills before a more damaging attack or someone panicked taking it somewhere but either way its a worrying thing the bombs should be gone from northern ireland but some still have the skills . the bomb squad was there i have seen them in action a few times the last one was probably the funniest i was living in killcooley in bangor.
i was walking to the shops and they were there everyone was watching which i find strange why do you watch when theres a bomb supposed to be there,it was inside a wheelie bin it was a keg after about an hour it was declared safe .Seems that someone saw the keg in the bin and because the head of the uvf in the area lived nearbye they assumed it was a bomb aimed at him.But it turned out that someone had stolen a keg of beer and saw the peelers so chucked it in there so as not to get caught at least it kept us amused for a while.

Liverpool 3-0 Wigan
well we got 3rd place and only 2 points behind man u 12 behind chelsea but a game in hand ,so all we need is for the blues to lose a few and we are back in this race .crouch finally scored and you could see the relief even though it was put down to an own goal his second was all his ,luis garcia scored the other one .it will be a busy week first chelsea in european cup then middlebourgh , followed by the world club championship in japan.

Gardai have identified a former top Provisional IRA explosives expert as the manufacturer of an under-car bomb seized by detectives in Dublin last week.
The bomb was primed and ready for use against a targeted renegade republican in a feud between dissident splinter groups in the capital and on the border.
The identification of the bomb-maker has heightened concerns among senior anti-terrorist officers about the role of former Provisional activists in criminality in the wake of the Northern peace deal.
The explosives expert is from outside Newry but lives in Dundalk. He played a major role in the IRA's terror campaign along the border in the 1980s and 1990s and was believed to have been heavily involved in the mortar attack which killed nine RUC officers at Newry police station in February 1985.
he joined the real ira after a dissagreement with the Provos .
since then he has been involved in robberies and suspected in a couple of deaths and drug trafficking
In recent months he has headed up a criminal outfit that comprised members of the Real IRA in Dundalk, the INLA in south and west Dublin and ordinary criminals
but there has been a falling out over the proceeds of fundraisers
i can remember the last fued that the inla was involved in there was a lot of blood spilled if i recall. but it show s that theres a lot of dangerous men on both side's who have nt given up on violence and should be back inside where they belong.

Amnesty for UK forces would cause deep hurt, says Adams
gerry adams now says that he oppose's on the run legisition for uk security forces , he said "it would cause deep hurt for victims of their crime's" he also claimed that hundredshad been killed by british forcesand there inclusion in the amnesty would be a cover up.
he asked the the republic goverment needed to persude the british goverment to remove this from the legislation . it is in breech of a joint communique issued after weston park
"if this is nt resolved ,it will cause even greater hurt to those who have been bereaved or injured by the british in dublin and monaghan or in my own constituency or the six counties"
well mr adams i think it should and while you are at it get the whole thing chucked out you seem to forget there are victims of the ira that feel the same way but you dont seem to care about those people if this is your ireland of equals you will never acheive it .
people like gerry adams and mr paisley need to be pushed aside and new leaders emerage as these one s have there own agenda's ,

liverpool v wigan
i am getting up at 5.30 am to watch this game if was in aus would be midnight but i still love getting up to watch liverpool play and even better now in the last 3 weeks we have moved from 12th to 4th and nov is usually liverpools worst month so it can only get better cisse will be playing so im hoping he shows what he's made of even though the manager says it was only because he needed rest as many games have been played.
glentoran beat loughall 1-0 tonight it took 70 mins to score and shaunn holmes got the goal that stretched there unbeaten leauge run to 19 games

looking at some of my scars and remembering how i got them the ones on my arm are from the ciggette burns i have five of them ive got one on the palm of my hand it was when i was about 11 was playing football on the field slid for a tackle and sliced it on broken glass someone had smashed a bottle on the field.a nice one on my shin it was when i was 12 i was down holywood during lunch getting chips.me and glen were walking the barricades (the good thing about growing up in northern ireland)i slipped and thought i had banged my shin so we started walking back to school and it was hurting so i checked and lifted my trouser leg and it was pissing blood i said thats it i cant walk now its amazing what seeing blood can do glen said he ll run and get a teacher 10 mins later he came back the teacher said to glen the way you told it his leg was hanging off i laughed.she took me to the ulster and i got 3 stitchs and was sent back to school i rem that cause when i got back the class was having sex ed and of course you need the clown to make it more fun i bragged that i had already seen a hairy one to the person sitting beside me im pretty sure it was glen.do i get a lift home hell no i had to limp the mile and half .another time i never got a scar i got knocked out playing basketball they had polished the wall and i slid into it i rem being out of it i think its why i like drugs ha ha i spent the night in hospital and found out the next day i had broke my arm to dazed to feel the pain before.i had broke my arms at least 6 times up till then or maybe more i am accident prone .i have scars over my left hand i got lot of stitchs which i took out myself as i was hitching.a scar on my neck from a boil i got it the day my dad died of throat cancer spooky.i have one on my thigh which is hard to see i walked across a tea chest and it sliced my leg if theres a accident i can find it .

TOOKIE refused stay
The california supreme court refused to halt the scheduled excution of convicted killer stanly tookie williams ,in a last ditch legal move defence lawyers petitioned the high court earlier this month alleging shoddy forensic testing and other errors may have wrongly sent williams to san quentin where he is sheduled to die dec 13 .THATS the same day i get my answers i hope arnie shows clemacy.

Dont let the bed bugs bite, two swiss buisness women who spent a week in mahattans hotel pennsylvania in september have filed a lawsuit saying they had a lousy time trying to sleep because they were bitten by bedbugs. the women in their early 30s said the bloodsucking insects began attacking sept 17 the lawsuit stated they had suffered bedbug bites to there arms legs and torso's also there cheeks and necks and caused permanent scarring their lawyer said they were eaten alive .
the women had to seek treatment while in newyork where they were given antibiotics and when then returned to switzerland,there are phote which there lawyer says they are gruesome. so remember dontr let the bed bugs bite. i heard from my daughter one time when she was a chambermaid in melb that they have a similar problem rooms are forever getting closed to be fugmatied.