It's getting closer to d.day and im getting more on edge i just want to explode run away so i don't affect anyone. I'm holding it together well its not that I want to hurt anyone only person I want to hurt is myself .See I'm so used to handling things my way and my way is the highway.
So to be in one place is like being a caged animial i cant sleep at nights an hour here and an hour there waking up and just thinking nothing it's strange to think about nothing ,i'm actually afraid to get my hope's up i just think with my luck .
i actually have good luck in a lot of things but in the way im treated by authorities i have the worst luck maybe i'm supposed to fend for myself that way
i actually dont think im asking for much i just want justice ?