Good news its going to the medical board i will get my day after all .
but with good news comes bad news and that is i have to go to Australia to face the board. Now that's a dilemma i'll mis time over here i was supposed to stay a year and become defacto and then hopefully get residency.Now it's going to be up in the air ,And does saoirse come with me fuck i dont want to take her away from her mum and brother and sister even though it will only be a few weeks(and it will mean they have to let me back in )but ive grown so close to her just the thought of leaving her behind is already tearing my heart (i know never happy is nt that called depression)Once this case is over my life begins because nothing holds me back after that.im still waiting to hear from o.p.i(office police interigty)but to me thats ok now because this is the case i want to go ahead at least i can stop him praticing after it if i win.And it must be in my favor as why would they decide to go ahead otherwise.on a down side they also told me that the dr might take it to supreme court to try and have the case stopped .But imok with that as it will be made public if he does and hopefully(i pray i was the only one but in case) someone else might come foward and then my case gets stronger . Its hard to belive that ill get my chance but as i have said all along it's easier to remember the truth. so here goes .