GEORGE BEST LAID TO REST
myself and Emma were talking about it today as they showed it on football .
I said that it s amazing that a man who wasted his god given talents is still a sporting hero .
Emma replied but its a disease to which I replied its not a disease its a choice.
and I stand by that she said its an addiction well I've got a addictive nature I get hooked on drugs or drink I choose not to take them and its a hard battle I fight it every day it never leaves you but its a easy choice to give in a harder one not to but my family made the choice for me by that I mean .
I choose to stop and be with them it would be so easy to stayed stoned and forget my troubles live life in a blur and belief me I have done it before but anyone who says its a disease is wrong its a choice pure and simple we each must make our choices and stand by it my father choose drinking and gambling over family and we all suffered for it like Christmas I used to hate it especially as a kid before chrissy at school we would all talk what we wanted but I knew inside that I would NT get anything good .Then after Christmas you go back to school and hear everyone talking about what they got and I sat there quiet IM not the only one in Northern Ireland who would have went through that .I was talking to my sister when she was hear and she was the same she cant ever remember a present she got that stuck out in her mind I got soldiers the plastic ones and IM sure a couple other things but for the life of me I cant rem.to this day I still hate getting presents I cant say why I just feel uncomfortable but i still enjoy making it happy for the kids after all thats who its for .