Monday, December 12, 2005

In 24 hour's ill have a decision, which will be good at least ill still be alive to see if i am entitled to justice unlike Stanley tookie Williams he has less than 4 hours left.
i am trying to think what that would be like sitting there thinking would you think about death or would you be wondering what the after life holds for you.
I once watched a movie about the Jewish people going to the death camps, I don't know if they knew they were but the way the Germans treated them they knew death could come at any moment.
I try and put myself in their situation sitting on those trains where would my thoughts have lead me.
i hope i would be at peace with god and know that what ever was going to happen it was his will ,i know many say we have free will but i still think that god can influence us
I relish how brave these men and women must have been and just am glad that i never had to experience it .
So tomorrow ill have my answer and will act accordingly but it wont be my last choice like it has for so many that have gone before me,
well tookie if you see god i hope that you are innocent like you have said all along and he will forgive you of all your other misdoing's that you admitted to.

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