THURSDAY 5 more days and every day is getting harder and harder now the depression has set in and getting heavier.
I just think negitive dont know why but i dont expect any good to come out of it maybe i'm hoping if i think the worse maybe something good will come out of it .
The agencys have let me down before after all dr's taking compliants about dr's i feel that some thing's they dont want to come out it's bad enough that they have to hear case's about dr's assulting women patients.
But what happens when they break another vow and hurt younger patients you would think that it would offend them and they would do everything within their power to make sure that dr never has the oppitunity again.
Instead they throw it out on the sillist of reasons because i could nt remember the colour of his pubes ,i told the investagtor that he had no tan lines and she joked that maybe he sunbathed in the nude.
After that i should have guessed that i had no hope but thought i might but i was right hopefully i'm wrong this time .