thats all i need the cold came back i had one last week it only lasted one day but it returned today and i had promised the kids to go swimming .i took saoirse to get weighed she over 9 kgs wow that 100 less than me that a lot but she got many years to try and catch up only joking would nt look good on her as it does me im big boned ha ha .well we went swimming i was freezing and trying not to let my nose run in the water but we made it through came home and emma went out she's away to a concert jan arden never heard of her i told her about my concert experiances and she laughed i saw micheal jackson s bad tour my ex liked him what you do you go to please them. them i heard the kinks one time in perth i was outside as i was passing ands heard lola so i sat and enjoyed they went on hitching i saw a lot of music in melb they used to have a good live band scene untill the pokies arrived(one arm bandits,slot machines) i never gamble spent a lot of my child hood outside the bookies trying to get money of my da before he gambled it away or pissed it up a wall we used to see other kids doing the same there mums just like ours sent the kids i think it was supposed to shame them but it had no effect you'd ask someone to get your da and you'd still be sitting there 30 mins later then he comes out gives some money then you go home and hear the what the fuck is this then he d come home a couple hours later.i d never do that to my family maybe that s one reason i dont drink any more i ve never gambled i think its a stupid idea try and win if you have a win you try to get more fuck that spend what you get i say dont be suckered out of it . i used to hear stories in melb of people going stright to the casino then blowing there whole wages in a couple hours why would a sane person want to do that after busting your balls pardon the expression all week.