who would have thought id listen to a popes advice well it was nt his its the christian thing. I posted what was said after the pope said that we should forgive the ones who attacked the world trade centre and he got stick for it. but the sentiments behind it forgive your ememies well i should have used that against the good fr who called me and all unionists protestants but i did nt and it really upset me. But what the hey i was wrong to say things on another bloggers site and i said sorry for it.And i meant it so i will try that attitude as much as possible its all new to me so i keep making mistakes and sometime's i get angry not as much as i used to im starting to relise that anger is another form of being a victim and if you think about it that makes sence as once you ve cooled down how do you feel i always feel like shit so im trying not to get angry so everyday i learn something new and to me its not a wasted day .Well how can it be today Saoirse and i went over to the mall again and she had fun in the ball park. We said hello to her mum and then as we walked out of the mall we went in to the the pet shop and as we were coming out i whistled at a parrot and he came up to me there was a woman with her child and she said thats good that you can do that i was blowing his head i dont know if they actually like that but they seem to come for it he was whistling back at me to and its the second time that a parrot has made me feel good i wonder if thats weird but things like that actually make me feel a bit special not as special as the kids do but its a great thing as people always say aminals can sence good so maybe im not so bad after all