Its been a interesting evening I was babysitting another two .To any one who has watched kids all day and thinking your getting a break then to be asked to watch another two just makes the day better but you can say no can you ?When you are that persons only chance is there really a choice you can say no and then well I don't know about you but saying no when someone needs a hand I cant do it I might not like it but its in the programming its hard to be nice cause people take and take and take never giving it would be ok if something was given a gesture .saoirse fell down stairs today only 4 but I saw her and second one she hit her jaw and I tried to grab her I felt useless as most probably would and she cried for a while but 5 mins later she's back at them and it was like she was taunting me up and down and up and down then standing and leaning backwatching my reaction boy kids are nt stupid she likes the man at the store now everytime she see's him she smiles at him we go every morning to get a news paper and she looks out for birds .Emma told me taylors gifted that's good I hope she does what she want s she said she wants to be a vet hope none of her patients are spiders .liam wants to be a surgeon he'll make a good Dr better than most as he's a caring boy .