Well it was a busy day today first we went to safeway and got shopping and I went to the counter and told them about the 5 dollars and paid it back I felt good as I have nt stole from them if that makes any sense .The saoirse and I came home. Saoirse fell asleep and had about 45 mins after she woke we went to the school for hot lunches boy how did I feel all those women and me the only male I was the opposite their hubbies at work and them there and me . But I thought what the hell its not like I don't want to work I m not allowed till IM here full time. Came home and waited for the other 2 to finish school saoirse is standing by herself soon she will be walking and then that's her a little bigger my baby's growing but at least I get to see it and maybe shape her life a little ill be different as she will make most her own choices and hopefully I guide her the right way.