GOT RID OF THAT DAMM CLOUD THEN BOOM
I just received a email from my laywer in aus.i had asked how much it would cost for me to take the dr to civil court and her reply $2'500 to just get started and it would cost between $14,000and $17,000 to get it to the court stage there is no way i can afford that so i'll have to rely on the med board or the police and if that does nt work then thats it.How come that they keep telling me that i need prove what proof can i have no one was in the room otherwise i would nt get abused you know i thought that it had nt affected me but all the years of drink and drug abuse are a direct result of his actions god i wish i had known then that i was being abused i would have done something .But he first denied that i was a patient then said he could nt remember me yet my family where his patients for many years . I wonder was i the only one a conseller once said probably not but i dont know maybe i was the only one stupid enough to let him do what he did.i sometimes wish someone would come foward then again i hope that no one else had to endure the same as i did.is my life every going to be over this nighmare all i want to do is get justice i once talked on talkback radio to a man derren hinch and told him about what was going on i said that what is so different to what happened to me and what priests did in some case's with priest's it was one persons word yet im not even getting my chance to say that i was wrong did.i said it was bad as he was as dr supposedly doing his good thing that dr's do .its hard to stand there and let someone touch you but once they start you just kinda freeze and thats it your trapped till they finish then they think you enjoyed it and i know i never i always felt guilt and was asamed walking out of his surgery i was sure his receptionest knew she probably did nt but it was my guilt and why did i go back i had psorisis and had to go nearly every week he would nt even refer me to a dermtiolisgt (skin quack) so i had no choice i could nt say to mum so i went every week no wonder i travelled so much oh if only i knew things were different to what they were but ill get stronger for it just the clouds sometimes get so dark.
I just received a email from my laywer in aus.i had asked how much it would cost for me to take the dr to civil court and her reply $2'500 to just get started and it would cost between $14,000and $17,000 to get it to the court stage there is no way i can afford that so i'll have to rely on the med board or the police and if that does nt work then thats it.How come that they keep telling me that i need prove what proof can i have no one was in the room otherwise i would nt get abused you know i thought that it had nt affected me but all the years of drink and drug abuse are a direct result of his actions god i wish i had known then that i was being abused i would have done something .But he first denied that i was a patient then said he could nt remember me yet my family where his patients for many years . I wonder was i the only one a conseller once said probably not but i dont know maybe i was the only one stupid enough to let him do what he did.i sometimes wish someone would come foward then again i hope that no one else had to endure the same as i did.is my life every going to be over this nighmare all i want to do is get justice i once talked on talkback radio to a man derren hinch and told him about what was going on i said that what is so different to what happened to me and what priests did in some case's with priest's it was one persons word yet im not even getting my chance to say that i was wrong did.i said it was bad as he was as dr supposedly doing his good thing that dr's do .its hard to stand there and let someone touch you but once they start you just kinda freeze and thats it your trapped till they finish then they think you enjoyed it and i know i never i always felt guilt and was asamed walking out of his surgery i was sure his receptionest knew she probably did nt but it was my guilt and why did i go back i had psorisis and had to go nearly every week he would nt even refer me to a dermtiolisgt (skin quack) so i had no choice i could nt say to mum so i went every week no wonder i travelled so much oh if only i knew things were different to what they were but ill get stronger for it just the clouds sometimes get so dark.
posted by William at 3:08 PM
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