religion why it does nt make sence. well it all began or did it so i say the first thing god gave us was free will and the first thing the church took from us was free will . all churchs or mosque or synagoue or what ever you worship in tell us how we should live and what we have to do to . yet i ve never been to church except for weddings or as a junior lodge man i went to sunday school to carry on or get a free lift to belfast .and what did they teach me be good do t5his do that but ever thing you need to please god is inside you and you have to find it one commandent is do not worship false idols but me yet the catholic church made statues of jesus and mary and they pray to them yes jesus say the only way to my father is through me but that means follow his ways and deeds give dont recive treat your fellow man as you would yourselfjesus went into the temples and said this is a place of worship yet to this day nothing has changed the churches all of them are full of money do they spread the wealth to the people no they hoard it and try and get richer the pope sits in his high office and say this and that were nt they the ones who kept the peasents in the dark so they could control them with fear. islam has no idols in there place s of worship but they to use the words of the koran to there own deeds . i know gods on my side i ve been through bad times and always thought i was alone but when i look back i can see his influeance i ve endured but everytime a bad thing has happened i ve grown inside i was going through a rough time when the skys where black except a bit of blue sky looking down on me i pray where i like i still got a lot to get through and pray ill have the strenght that god has provided me its time all religions put aside there books and started listening with their hearts open your heart and you will see the strenght of god jesus greatest feat was being a good man thats what he wanted to pass down if your good to your neighbour he will inturn be good to his and so on do nt let the preist and rabbies ruin religion take it back .

the i.r.a call it a day . being a loyalist its great to see the i.r.a sucumb to reility armed struggle would never work it just makes other side dig in. as for the loyalist well what can i say growing up i used to think now these people are great looking after us . but what changed during the 80 s they seemed to relish there is money to be made aqfter all and the i.r.a did the same thing if you had a fight with a member and kicked his ass he d get his buddie s in his org to get you now explian how is this to do with being for the people in the general strike they brought us milk and supplies and made us feel safe fast foward to today and they bring us drugs and standover men who with out backing would just be cowards. its easy to bully its harder to look after your people as you promised so to the u.v.f and u.d.a and the off shots even i.r.a all that money you made put it into your communities start drug rehab progmans and likewise things or prove everyone right and show it was what each member could get out of it for him self.

I was impressed by Bob (I don't like Mondays.) It's great he does well . It's these other so called good people - they always ask us to help or donate. I know they give up their valuable time to put on these concerts but who are they trying to kid? If most of the big name stars were serious how about giving up a years wage? 1 year of their earnings- can you imagine how much that would come to and its not as if they would miss it. Maybe they would like to give up having big parties or weddings which myself and half the population of the world would have to work at least 2 years just to make that kinda money let alone waste it in one night. You can't tell me that you need a house worth millions or fancy cars. To me that's just opulence and makes me feel sick when they sprout off about world poverty wearing their designer suits and the like. They also like to save the whales, yet they help with the decimation (depleting fish stocks of the worlds fish) with their craving for sushi . Japenesse fishermen just suck every and any species of fish. Sushi bars turn up everywhere. There should be a movement to stop overfishing but like every thing else in this world as long as we have what we want who cares? I do. My children and their children are going to be left with no fish in the sea, no farming land (we use pesticides on soil making it harder to get nutrients from the soil). Its time for a major change of attitude.

Hi there my names William I was born in Hollywood county down in 1965.holywood is classed as an affluent suburb of Belfast . Lucky for me I was born in white city(loughveiw estate)so we did nt have to assoite with well to do.i went to redburn primary my first couple years were interrupted by sickness . I did manage the last 3 years there and did the 11+ .Went to Hollywood high school and to my suprise ended up in highest class 1a1 for first couple weeks i was waiting for them to say your in wrong class never happened .I ended up getting caned every day by one teacher or another. 2 ND year I went into 2c2 the lowest class in school still getting caned most days . I mitched for 3 months with my sister and never even got a letter or visit from beaky board. so i got impression they where happy to see the back of me. 3 rd year my mum and dad split. Mum went to Australia dad to England. And my sisters and I stayed in Hollywood. As you do in them situations I went wild and got in trouble with cops and when went to school I usually got caned every wed after lunch a teacher would NT even let me in her class . Id stand outside and the headmaster would either walk around and lead me to his office for 6 of the best. Or he d just wave from his window and id head around forgot to mention I was caned in primary school many times I was one of the first in redburn to be caned infront of everyone went to aus 2 days after my 15 the birthday. I arrived in Australia on grand final day Richmond v collingwood after watching football(soccer) all my life I had no idea what kinda game this was . 2 months after my 16 the birthday I told my mum I was going to rosebud about 20 kms from mornington where we now called home (mornington was a beach town . we lived about 10 mins walk from beach) I rang her 4 days later from meekatharra in western Australia. It was my first time hitch hiking long distance it was a good journey I carried a bowie knife for procetion I was searched by police in south aus and they saw the knife and asked what it was for I told them they said would you use it I said if I was in danger so they gave it back and told me to keep it in my bag. One thing I learnt in aus was there are gay men I must have been so naive in Ulster mum said she did NT have my uncles address so I went into a shop and they told me to try shire offices. As I was walking across I saw a council worker and asked him did he know rod ---- he asked why I said he was my uncle and id never meet him he said IM Rodney he took me to his sister in laws and said he d pick me up after work the house was full and I was very quite but they made me feel like part of the family. I had heard some bad stories about aboringines. But it turned out to be mostly what people who had NT meet any said .We went to my uncles house it was just corrugated iron put together in a bush camp there was a couple of other family's there and only bore water no wonder people drank grog .Well that was the start and for next 10 years I moved a lot in 1991 I went back home to Hollywood it was supposed to be for 6 months it ended up 6 years . I went back to aus bought a house in hoppers crossing it was the longst id been in one place (when in n Ireland I went to Scotland for a time and back to Aug about 3 times after a year my feet itch) I stayed 5 yrs now IM in can its my 3 rd time and hopefully my last as I have meet the woman who I hope to spend my life with I have 2 step children liam and taylor and emma and myself have a daughter saoirse over the yrs I ve leart a lot from people i dont read much ive read about 5 book s in my life my favorite is the lion witch and the wardrode, ill tell a few yarns along the way hope the don't bore you to much? When i left to come back to melb from meekatharra i had a broken toe and was on crutch's well uncle Ron dropped me off at outskirts of town it must have been about 5 or 6 in the morning , I was standing there and saw this pack of wild dogs heading towards me there were about 10 dogs in the pack all sorts I had heard that they came into town but thought it was at night well I was shiting my self I lifted my crutch and pointed it like it was a gun it worked the dogs veered off but I was still wary . I got a lift (if you had seen you road it was a red dust track some parts where tarmac , the bloke who gave me a lift turned off and I got out as I was heading to Perth but at least I was a couple hours closer so I started walking it was getting towards the end of the day I think it was about 4 but I never had a watch and you lost track of time wick I liked anyway as I walked I saw a cemetery and again I was wishing I was still in meekatharra. Well I got to Perth it was dark and I walked miles to get to the road to melb I was starting to think I was nt going to get a lift it must have been past midnite as their hardly no traffic a car stopped and i got in he told me that it was his friends car and he was dropping it off at coolgardie (I think that s how its spelt) I knew it was stolen after he said that but a lift was a lift . I said so you stole it and he said yeah and I stole a plant as well . He pulled into the bush just of the outskirts of coolgardie and wanted me to travel with him I did nt want to so we parted ways I say him get a lift I should have stuck with him as it took me a future three days to get to Adelaide hitching was like that . As I was walking towards the hills a man asked if I wanted a lift to the hills I said yes I thought he was being kind as I had back pack and crutch's as we drove he asked if like sex with girls I said hell yeah(I know IM naive) as I got out the car he said "if you want you can stay at my place tonight as it might be hard to get a lift and I wont do anything that you don't want me to " I said no thanks and got out , then it dawned on me what he said and I was saying dirty bastard into myself . I got a lift by 2 young guys must have been in there 20's and I told them what happened they dropped me off in the middle of nowhere I was pissed I thought they where being funny (I later found out during the early 80s there was a group of phedophiles operating in Adelaide so I don't know if they where looking out for me) I stood at the spot where they dropped me got down on my honkers and put my thumb out there where no cars next thing I see is blue lights flashing I had fallen asleep in that position (I don't know if the men told cops they dropped me off strange playback for cops to be middle of nowhere in middle of night)they told me to go behind the bushes and sleep I got a lift in the morning a truck dropped me off on right road and I got back to Malibu so I don't know if I was being watched over by a higher being I like to think it was my guardian angel but I was glad to see my bed