Got a call from mum tonight and it seems my neice jane's kids were involved in a ugly incident on sunday.They were all a a barbie the kids were playing outside and some from the street had got a new 4 wheel drive so was racing up and down the street johnny and the bloke who was hosting the barbie shouted at him that there's kids playing his reaction to slow down no he mounted the path and tried to run them over the bloke jumped and pushed his kids out of the way my great neices were safe by this time and johnny jumped out of the way in time . the boke who saved his kids is in hospital very seroius and there are fears for his life the driver is charged with attempted murder and using his car as a weapon at least i heard this time usually thing are kept from me as they think i might do somthing fucken oath i would family is family and they try and hurt your family you hurt them back eye for a eye.im not a violent man but i will defend my family with my life if need .years ago something happened to my other neice and they never told me for 6 months i dont know what hurts the most not being able to do anything or being denied any involvement in family matters maybe i might not do what they expect like in this instance id leave for the police to bring justice .the other instance i would have walked to the mans door and beat the crap out of him so where they protecting me i still dont know i should be givin the choice after all .no wonder ive always felt like a loner .