It's nearly six months since i returned to Canada the 18th marks that .It has gone by so quick i seem to just slip in and fit over here but i fit everywhere(modest) .
There are things i miss about Australia like Wags(my dog) Sam my stepdaughter and her kids, And knowing that my other daughter micheala is there somewhere but ill never meet her,after this time with Saoirse i relish what i have missed out on if only i was wiser when i was 17 but life deals us a hand and we take it sometimes we win with it and sometimes we just fold.
So this is to Micheala know this that you are in my thoughts every day and it was nt because i did nt want you it was because well ill tell you that in person.
One day i might get to see you thats one reason im going so hard with this case of mine hoping that the papers pick up on it then your mum see's it then finally tell's you the truth.
I know things wont be the same as you already have a dad but there are some thing's i would like to tell you.
But back to the things i miss vegimite, heat and footy starts soon .But i will gladly give everything up to stay here with my family ,Life is so uncertin at the moment waiting for this and waiting for that .
I have become so close to Saoirse and closer to taylor liam and i have always been close except when i disipline him i dont use violence i do raise my voice sometimes which i should nt as you get more flie's with honey. I ll work on that i know there are some things i need to work on but i know what they are and thats the first step to fixing them.